Musical high and lows.
i'm on a high right now. woohoo. Kate, remember that song you wrote about dreaming? you wrote it ages ago. anyway, i finally got music for it! and it's so awesome! if i do say so myself. *wink*
hey wait, i'll just go ahead and post your lyrics.

On the Inside of a Dream

There was no other sound,
But the pounding of my heart,
As we stood so close together,
Yet we still were far apart.

You seemed to look right through me,
As though you didn't care,
That I was laying all before you.
It's like I wasn't there...

My lips opened to speak,
But you refused to see.
All those words, I tried to say,
But they came out silently.

I wanted you to know,
That with the dawning of each day,
Just to hear one word from you,
Makes my troubles go away.

I wanted you to see,
That you light up my eyes.
For the first time in a long time,
You make me feel alive.

I wanted you to understand,
And know me to be true.
I know now all I want in life,
And all I want is you.

For a while I was confused,
But God's brought me back to light,
And I want this to be His plan,
And I want this to be right.

Still, I can't help falling harder,
Then I've ever dared to fall,
Though my hopes have been set higher,
You far exceed them all.

Perhaps you'll never hear me,
Except on this dreaming stage,
Maybe this will only ever be,
Black letters on a page.

But let me tell you here,
That it's you that I adore.
And should I live to see tomorrow,
I shall love you all the more.

And should we never be together,
This dream, never to fulfill,
Then let me sleep a while longer,
Let me dream a little, still.

i've also decided that that last verse is gunna be my theme for DreamedSmall. ;) fits, eh?
and i wrote a song about you and mighty. pretty sappy, but it has ya'lls story in it. so that's cool.

ttyl.

-jac

you ever so sick of something that you wanna kill it or really, truly SCREAM bloody murder? bah.
the thought of dad going back is so overwhelming sometimes that i just wanna cry and cry. but at the same time i think, "why?" and at the same i think, "get over it!" but mostly i just wanna cry. which is odd, cuz i'm not really a need-to-cry-on-a-friend's-shoulder kinda girl. oh well. hey kate, i could use a lemon right about now. and lara, i could use a dime. ;)

i had a friend at work ask me how Orange Paper was doing. lol! he thinks we're really gunna become a famous band. i laughed and said whatever, dude.

kk, ttyl.

-jac