HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wow. so what, you're 19 now? 19 and in love. what a happy day. *wink* :) get anything awesome from mighty?
keep your line open tomorrow, i wanna call, kk? ya know, the normal sunday chat. (ha ha!) and i'm sure z will wanna talk at ya too. ;)
we love ya, girl! OP would not be OP without you.
happy birthday!

jac and z

-in need of a tittle-

but isn't every song a dumb song?
yeah isn't every day another dread?
and yeah this is just a dumb song
we'd rather be asleep in bed!

just one more dumb song,
for all of us to sing
just one more for the band
and for the road.
la la sing sing sing!
just one more dumb song
not about some stupid crush
or boy you hate
or crime you must... bust!
it's just la la la
sing sing sing.

kk, it's not done, dur. but this came from something lara said. "we had an epiphany last night and we wrote a song, it was really dumb. so naturally we loved it." after she said it i just typed out the few lines you see and wa-laa. if you wanna see verse 2 ya gotta email me for it. it's for the unedited cd only. *wink*

bye again.

hullo world. hmm, coffee sounds good right about now. then again, it always does. i know, i know. i'm suppose to be on that stupid diet and when lara leaves i'll get back on. BAH.
it's been great having lara here. kate! we have some wicked hardcore songs. ya know that b-day song lara wrote? yeah, she's reworked it a little bit and oh guuuuy. it's gunna rock. having z here has really helped my stress to go way down. we laugh over the dumbest and perviest (is that a word?!) things. kate, we'll tell you later, for the rest of the net world, you'll just have to wonder. :)
li, i will work on Love is Blind sometime soon. kk? i LIKE yours, btw. AWESOME. although, lol, like i said mine would be more of a I HATE YOU, kinda song. just cuz (for the simple reason) i know nothing about love! so, li, you can be our spokesperson on that subject. :)
later all!

-jac

Hi Matt.

Awww we love ya Kate!!! And your current assignment must involve "love is blind" somewhere. I just learned of this assignment ... so I'll get busy too. There she goes again (Jac) making rules and never telling us.

(This is from Lara, btw, on J's sn.)

crap. could you all could pray for me? life sucks right now. i'm having some strange heath problems and i have to go on friggin diet thingie. BRAT. Banana, Rice, Applesauce and Toast. don't laugh. it's all true. :-P (although in all honesty, i'm pretty sure it's just stress. when i stress out i get sick). kk, that's the other thing. my college is giving me shit! i don't wanna get into it here and now, but it's a friggin' nightmare. i may have to quit with them and if i do i don't know what to do next. where to go, what to take, how could i afford it? etc. speaking of affording stuff, my family and i are like BROKE! crap. and selling our home will be hell. need i also mention that the hell hole we're in with dad hasn't changed at all?
PLUS, i'm stressin' out about my F***ING JOB! let me tell ya'll here and now, it SUCKS. not the job, it's ok. the people! dang, go to iceland, crackheads! kk, not stressin out about IT, there's nothing to stress about, but SOME, not all, some of the people make me sick! and some of them rock, i'll tell you 'bout them later.
and to top it all off, i sliced my right ring finger and can't play guitar! AURGH!

ok, ok. i have an awesome friend coming up to visit, but her flights have me stressin out too! hey, if you know me, you know that i do not stress out, i'm really laid back. but when i do stress, I STRESS.
alright, i'm done venting, just had to get it out.
*sighs*

-jac

i'm one step closer to the edge
over and in way to deep
someone please save me from this
and you know you can

i'm one step closer to tomorrow
closer and day break comes
someone please save me now
and you know you can

i'm one step closer to you
to be with you forever and ever
someone please save my heart
and you know you can
you know you can
you're the only one who can.

duuude. i could go on and on with this song. like the verses for this one are endless. Li, your last post is what got me writing this, duh. :) anyhoo. i'll redo it later.

-jac

hey! i just read this on your 'other site'. dude! i love it and well, the story line in there is awesome, girl. sniff.

-jac

hey, i wrote an awesome Jenn Knapp song in church today. i'll post it sometime after i do some rewrite on it. when i say Jenn Knapp i mean it's (in my head anyway) a style a lot like hers. cuz let's face it, she rocks! :)
Z, whassup with Chris' band? and has he finished my song? tell him i still wanna hear it. you remember, don't ya, Li? it's the song i wrote for you, well, one of many actually and i've got another on it's way. anyhoo. tell him to record it and send it my way. PLEASE?! :-D
holy crap! i found the most awesome blog, ya'll. and this dude is such a great photographer! i'll go find the link and post it here soon. anyhoo.
must go eat. Doris, my local tapeworm is acting up again. *wink*

buh bye.

-jac

good for you, Z. somone needed to say it. er, scream it. *wink* i'm soooo happy for them. aren't ye? :)

Li, i leave this in your capable hands to put music to it, since ya love it so much. :)

tittle: Closed for Construction
band: Orange Paper

1.)
It's a hard, lonely place inside yourself
So why don't you let me in, why won't you let me in?
Can't heal your hurts from outside in
Let me be your friend, just let me be your friend.

chorus 1.)
Oh, take my hand and hold it, love
I can help you though
I'm not a wise girl, or super strong
But I can help you through,
I can help you through.

2.)
You're closing tight and not letting go
Just lean on me for support, oh let be your support
Your wounds won't heal from bitterness
Can I offer you comfort? Or share in all your hurts?

chorus 2.)
Oh, in my arms I'll hold you there
I can help you through
I'm not a brave girl or counsellor
But I can help you through
I can help you through

3.)
Don't close your eyes and let all die
There's sun behind that cloud, just beyond that cloud.
Please hang on for just a little more
I'm asking you to stay, please don't go away.

chorus 3.)
Oh, take my love and let it breath
I can help you through
I'm not a sweetheart or wicked cute
But I can help you through,
I can help you through.

bridge)
Please give me a chance!
Open up your heart
Don't close inside
Don't try to hide
I wanna help you!
I wanna help you!
I wanna help you through!

last chorus)
Oh. In my heart there's brokenness
I tried to help you through
I'm crying now and oh the hurt
But I can help you through
Yes I can help you through
I still can help you through.

-jac