i think someone has some good news to shout from the roof top. eh, Li? *wink*

>>...how you wake up one day and realize that all you wanted was right in front of you the whole time, and you wasted time looking for what you thought it would be, and all the while it was there. *sigh* What else have I missed out on?<<

dude, that is so simple and yet we as human just never seem to get it. we have all we need to be happy in this world. family, friends, food, fortresses, faith. seriously, we should be jumping for joy every morning!
(let me be the first to say that *I* do not. i usually roll over in bed, look at my clock and start up my own movie rated R for swearing. sad, no?) but having my new job from hell has really opened my eyes to what IS important to me. it's a nasty job! and trust me, if i had one, ONE good reason to quit, i would! but my family needs the money like ya'll would not even understand and it does make me feel good to be able to help, even though it's only a little. it's also helped me realize: screw the whole dang world! i'm working my ass off for a good reason and i don't give a rip. it's forced me to put what is important first.

hmm, life's sooo short and it makes me sad to think about all the time i've wasted being a bitch about everything. what HAVE i missed out on? what has my selfishness and greediness made me miss out on?
maybe the one and only and true thing i really want, eh? and now it's to late.

night.

-jac

holy crap. church was boring today. not the service, just church in general. another dumb announcement about more peeps strappin' on the ball and chain. why do they do that?! why do they stand up in front of everyone and announce it that way? 'just to let you all know we are getting married, not that you couldn't tell cuz we've been drooling over each other for months now anyway'. why not just BE engaged?! seems stupid to me anyway, but i'm not a romantic. *shrug* hell, just elope. ;)
in my thinking if you have a TRUE relationship with Jesus that's all you need to keep your emotional tank full.
anywayz.

this blog is sooo dead. anyone in favor of shutting it down and killing it? (and this is not because Pansy found it) it just seems to be dying on it's feet. hey, i love yakkin' away on it, so that's my opinion.
*yawn* later.

-jac