Thursday, May 15, 2003

what kind of plan, hon? oou! sounds fun though! whatever you're thinking! :) YES! we HAVE to get together sometime, somewhere, somehow and SOON!!! Ireland sounds good to me, how bout you all? j/k. :) but seriously, Z. what kinda plan are you thinkin'?

tra la la. so, what is OP up to these days? anything new? Li, i know you're house sitting and busy with school. but like, what's IS going with your college work? writing any more papers? you still playing around with that bass? how's that going?
and Z, what are YOU up to these days? school is over and all. what do you do to amuse yourself during the day?
just wondering. i feel so outta the loop for some reason, like i can't keep up on what all my friends are doing. *shrug* whatever.
as ya'll know, i have no life right now. just job, school, job, school. oh well. i must say the deli gets better and better each day. AND we're getting new newbies in deli, so i won't the new kid on the block anymore. PLUS the two newbies are two really neat guys that i've got to know while baggin'. we try and chat whenever we can. but there is little time to socialize at work.
AND, (Li, i don't think you know this) they are hiring at the Starbucks stand there! i signed up and so right now all i can do is wait and see if they'll even give that position to me. they prolly won't since i JUST started in deli, ya know? BUT, manager wants me to start working mornings. and the position for Starbucks is for the morning shift. and get this, Safeway is thinking about having deli and Starbucks work together, like when the deli peeps are way busy the baristas will help out over there and vis vers. so since i have deli training AND signed up for Starbucks, maybe there is hope!
anyhoo, that was long. hmm, oh well.
ttys! lates!

-jac

Wednesday, May 14, 2003

this is for you, Li.

today's the day
will it make us or break us?
today's when i see my fate
and see what path i take

who cares of tomorrow?
i won't be there
i have my concerns
and my own giant fears

today's the day
will i fall in love?
today's when i face the truth
will i fall out of love?

today is here
already, too soon
how can face it
when i'm the middle?

who cares about yesterday?
just a day to be done
i now have grip
on todays cloudy sun

today's the day
what will i do?
today i must face
yes, face even you

Monday, May 12, 2003

so basic, but so beautiful. i wish you could all hear the music. this has got to be one of the best songs i've ever heard. you can hear some of it here --> Jeremy Camp and read his life story. wow.

Walk by Faith
Jeremy Camp

Well I believe when You say
Your hand will guide my every way
Will I receive the words You say
Every moment of every day

I will walk by faith, even when I can’t see
Because this broken road prepares Your will for me

Help me to rid my endless fears
You’ve been so faithful for all my years
With one breath You make me new
Your grace covers all I do

I will walk by faith, even when I can’t see
Because this broken road prepares Your will for me

Well I’m broken, but I still see Your face
Well You’ve spoken pouring Your words of grace

I will walk by faith, even when I can’t see
Because this broken road prepares Your will for me

Hallelujah