Wednesday, February 26, 2003

hey, i cried at night when my cat died (a few years ago). she was my only friend. the only living thing i would pour my heart out to. i understand. hmm. sad. holy crud. is it the time of year or something? and i don't mean that in a funny or mean way. i'm just saying, that's like 3 deaths this week.
"hmm. sad."
"No. Life."

-jac

Tuesday, February 25, 2003

oh my gosh, li. whoa. i mean, WHOA. deep. deeeeep.
geez. how sad, how small is man's life.
>>Destiny? Fate? God. But why? << why indeed. no idea, sweetie, no idea. God, right? i mean He controls all. right? i mean, yes and no. He allows us to make our own choices, yeah, but He still holds the world and all who are in it in His hands. hmm. geez, how small is our lives?? like that *snap of the fingers* our lives and loved one can just be gone. gone. and where to? yikes, that's kinda, no, that IS sad to realize how little our minds are, to not really realize that every moment there is someone dying without Christ in there hearts.
wow. wow. wow. (in a shocked sense.)
hmm, lates for now.

-jac

Monday, February 24, 2003

what a foggy day. gah. how true. you can read my other blog if you care to know what's going on. i'll write to this one later...soon.

-jac