Friday, December 27, 2002

Do you really see what you think you see?
So often times we have great friends that we love to death, but our parents or other siblings can not stand to be around them! Why is that? Is it our taste in friends that's bad? Or our familes? When we see good in someone why is it no one else sees it? Are we just blinded by prejudice? We already like that person so we cover all their faults and mistakes and ignore what they really are? Dweebs? Stuck up? BAD. Why is it we do that? Why is it we don't like to see the bad in the people we love? Why is it we try to excuse the inexcusable behavior? At least, some of us do. :-P So the person we love. Are they really the peeps we love or are they a perfect beaning that we make up in our heads? Cuz we never see the wrong?
Just wonding outloud...
Lates!

-jac

Thursday, December 26, 2002

I Wait

I wait, but I don't know why
My scream is only a sigh
I wait, but it's so stupid
Who sits and holds on for cupid?
I wait, heck, it's only my life
So messed up slashed with a knife
I wait, and wonder what for?
You're begging, plase no more!
I wait, there's nothing I do!
Here's my life, yet it's not through.
I wait, another moment more
Is there any hoping he'll come through my door?
I wait, and keep waiting
Is there not another chance hanging?
I wait, some tell me what for!
Cuz honestly I'm not sure!
I wait, to read your own work
Standing here like Shakespeare's clerk.
I wait, and think, did he have a clerk?
Probably not, but hey, please don't hurk.
I wait, still waiting!
No not a part debabting.
I wait, just sitting here
Nothing much, deprived of cheer.
I wait, you hold on too!
Even though there's no point to this tune.
I wait, is there no end?
Hold on...Here it is!
My....My.....*sniiifffff* It...Well....It....*snoooort*

MY BABY BROKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My guitar is BROKEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *Screams*

ALRIGHT WORLD! Com'on!!!!!!!! Bring it on! There's nothing more you can do to hurt me!!!!!!!! You've killed me this time, THIS time you've won. I surrender you hear?!?! I yield! There's nothing else you can do to me now. It's over! Finished!!!!!!!! DO YOU HEAR ME?!?!?! I'm crying now! OK?! You win! I have no more you can kill!!!!!!!!!!
*wails* Alright, alright. Listen black rain cloud, you won. You won. You've hurt me at my weakest point, there's nothing left for me to fight with. You've taken my only defence. OK? Ok...Give me a break, please? Just back off, for once, for a little while?!
*sighs* Oh my sore heart.
sorry it took so long, girl!

-Don't Run Tonight-

shhhhh.........
Turn around I'm talking to you
Face me and tell me the cold truth
Shattered glass like my shattered dreams
Tried so hard to get everything.

chorus
What's your hard rush? Why do you care?
Don't run tonight, don't run from here.
I'll answer you and everything
Trust me this one, I'll hold you tight
This my last hope, don't run tonight

So you ran away, so you left
A coward in black, don't lie
Broken safe like my broken hope
Shouldn't believe what you had wrote.

chorus

I tried to save you, I still do
I'll still pray at night, please turn back!
Hidden cash like my hidden love
And I swear there is mercy above.

chorus 2x
lyrics coming soon, li!

Wednesday, December 25, 2002

I echo that! Happy Chirstmas to all! And to all, let's go to sleep. Geez, I'm wasted. :-P *wink*

-jac

Sunday, December 22, 2002

hey girl! s'up? good to hear from ya!
dang...I can't figure it out either. shoot. well, let's change it again!
whaddya think of this quote...

C: Doesn't it bother you that he's...
L: Weird? When you love some one so much you accept every part of them. But you can't until they are willing to share every part with you.
C: What if he can't share everything, cuz the part he hides scares people.
L: Then that's a chance you have to take.
C: And if he doesn't?
L: Then you could miss out on something really great.

the bold part is what I'm talking about. I heard it from Smallville (case you were wondering). Just wondering what you think on that.

-jac
Li, you like or no? (The new look I mean). Hey, they got some cool ones. Z, anyway we can design our own?
Ya'll ready for C-mas? Me? Heck no. :-P Laters!
Z, ok if i mess around a bit with the settings? thanks. heh. ;-)