alrighty, i have NOTHING to say. but i just feel like typing something. what happens when it seems like all your dreams have just been smashed and that it would be stuuupid to pretend they will live again? what happens? heck, i dunno. but i have realized this, that out of those broken dreams comes new ones. like, DUH, jac! hullo! you all knew that before, right? geeeez. i'm so mentel. but seriously, there are a couple more things i can do now that my life has changed. like, who knows, maybe i will be able to start a band and i can move out now. and well, i've really had to become a Christan, not just pretend to be one and kinda follow after mom like the good, fake lil Christian I was.
yeah, so life has changed and if these things hadn't happened in my life, i don't think it would've at all. sad, scary and stupid, all at the same time.
li, i tried to call you today. i just came up with the BEST music for Don't Run Tonight! (not to brag or anything.) anyhoo. actually, (heh, don't laugh to loud, Z) it's the exact same chords for All You Wanted, Em, C, G, D. but it has a kinda Lifehouse sound to it. anyhoo.
i think i've said enough and really, alot of that made no sense now that i look back at it. ah well. i fell better now that i've written something. letter coming soon, Z!

-jac

ya know, all I can say is good for you, li! I dunno if I would've listened to that still small voice. I am really proud of you! No worries about it being long, sheesh, that's what this thing is for! To yak our heads off or just shut up.
I'd have to say that this time I'm gunna shut up. I really have nothing to say, just please keep praying,
Good for you, Li! I'm praying that God will use you in a mighty way and bless you!

-jac