I feel, I feel this peace
but only in a moment of weak
I stand, stand so strong
only to find myself wronged

I love, love is fire
my hands with burning wounds
tears in a bottle keep
I know my savorior hears me weep

I cry, cry my hate gone
and see this poison melt away
I pray this night end
and shooting star for a friend

I’ll kiss, a kiss goodnight
say farewell and lay me down
I feel, I feel this pain
but only to find my soul to gain

Okay, Orange Paper. Some news from one of your band members.

I gave up the chance to join a label-sponsored band last week. This guy needed a bass player because his dropped out. Well, the agent for the band (who is already with a label) was psyched about me doing it. (Don't ask me how I know the guy, I just do...) He said it would be a good hook: a girl bassist in a guy band. Yah. I said okay on the condition that whenever my band got their act together, I could leave.

Enter: Lead singer/guitarist's fiancee. She was NOT cool with me being in the picture. I can understand where she is coming from. So finally, I told him that his future marriage was more important than his band (something that he adamantly disagreed with, poor dude...er...poor fiancee!!) and that he needed to keep things good with her. And to find a male bassist. :: sigh :: So there you go! Bye bye fame. Hello Orange Paper!! Just kidding...if we never get famous its okay...at least we've had a TON of fun along the way. ;)

Editorial note: The chorus and verses aren't organised. The verses are to be sung...but I'm not sure in what order. This is definitely a work in progress, maybe one I'll never finish.

D, I couldn't fit our standard SAD line in there anywhere so I'm glad you did.

SAD

Lara for OP

chorus

Never take it seriously
and you'll never get hurt.
If you never get hurt,
Then you always have fun.

If you never say hello
Then you never have to say goodbye.

verses

I'm too afraid to love you,
I'm too scared to give up what I know.
Things that are safe and controlled
I know exactly where we'll go.

I'll pretend I love you,
You'll pretend that I'm your girl.
Things will change eventually,
And I'll move on again.

I'll never stay, I'm always moving.
Guard yourself, I always steal...
Keep your heart away from me.
This thing is fun, but it isn't real.

Pretend that you're in love
But don't give in completely
Play the game because it's there
Keep out emotion and feeling.

damn that song is SAD. oh so poorly written and SAAAAD. hahaha.

S.A.D.

c.
it's singles awareness day
and i just wanna say
that if you have a date
you suck!

1.
while all my other friends are so pretty
and getting ready to go out
i'm sitting here a lonely loser
here's what this song's about

c.
it's singles awareness day
and i just wanna say
that if you have a date
you suck!

2.
good bye and have a great time
don't forget to wear a condom
i'll be home watching tv all alone
why is everyone being so dumb?

b.
valentine's day, once a year
forget the kiss!
just give me some beer
why celebrate
an old dude's death?
i'm sure he didn't say 'i love you'
with his last breath!

3.
is this me just being jealous?
all i want is a dude, no hairy chest
but i'm sitting here all alone again
and it's sad, cuz i'm sad.

spoken:
'oh that IS sad'
'shut up, i know'

it's singles awareness day
i just wanna say
if you've got a date
you suck!
it's singles awareness day
and i just wanna say
that if you have a date
you suck!
you suck!
you suck!
you suck!

i know, i know, still funky looking. working on it.